To my precious angel in paradise.
My first born.. my little Elsie. 🕊
It’s been 4 years since you took your last breath.. some days it only feels like yesterday. One thing I can remember was that the sun was beaming when you were on your way to paradise. How have these 4 years gone by so fast? I’m kind of left speechless today which says a lot for me.. My heart feels heavy, I feel numb, my heart just aches for you each and every day. So many people say to me ‘time is such a healer’ and to a certain extent it is however it’s more so just living your new way of ‘normal’ and to be honest, it’s taken me a long time to find my normal. My heart will never feel whole as you took a piece of my heart when you left. 💔
It’s very bittersweet for me as you gifted us Stanley, your baby brother, and my goodness he is just the most beautiful soul and has such a beautiful heart, I couldn’t be more proud. I often look at him and wonder if you would have looked like him as you were growing up, I can confidently say you both have the same eyes, nose and gorgeous rosebud lips, I wonder if your personalities would have been the same? I wonder if your lovely temperament would have been the same.. there’s still so many ‘I wonders’, however I’m sure all of the above, in some way would have been 🤍 either way, I don’t have both my babies in the way that I would want and that is really really hard. 🥺
Not a minute of the day goes by where you are not on my mind, you are so deeply embedded in every part of my being, I know you have never really left 🤍 I miss you immensely and will love you for eternity my beautiful, beautiful girl.
We will cherish those 9 beautiful weeks we had with you forever and will always be grateful and thankful to you for starting our little family. 🤍
I will love you for eternity and forever more my beautiful darling girl. 🤍🕊
Sending so many hugs, kisses and snuggles to you in heaven. All our love, Mummy, Daddy & Your Baby Brother Stanley xxxx
02.05.2018 - 07.07.2018 🤍
Mummy
7th July 2022